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Lately i've thinking what life has to give me and what i can contribute to it so that some things can get better.There is so many things that comes to my mind when i think of life.It makes me think of my dearest friends,my family,education,my future and my confusion of little things that bothers me.I don't know where the future brings me to but i hope i'll gain more freedom as the days goes by.Sometimes being dependent on someone irritates me.I like to be independent.
Talking about the little things that i get so easily carried away which leads to confusion in my small world.I sometimes can't differentiate between crush,love and infatuation.I don't want to make the same mistake again and that is why i question myself,"am i in love?" or is it just a admiration for someone who is so close to you.I realised when two people of the opposite gender becomes close and as days passes by they come to understand each other,they emotionally get attached and sometimes within those conversation there might be deep meaning hidden there which can drive a heart crazy.Well, its natural that everyone wants to be loved,everyone wants to know that there is someone out there who would care or at least someone who thinks that you are special even you may think you are not.Sometimes,we tend to hunt that in our closest companion and when those needs meet ours,we tend to expect more out of that friendship we had.All that is natural and quite predictable.But the confusion still remains a mystery.
As days past,loads of words remain unspoken,unheard of,just kept silent in one corner of the heart which never hada chance to explore the world of feelings.Feelings and emotions is one complicated thing.Sometimes i wish i was'nt born with one and sometimes i feel blessed that i have feeling that only can be felt.It would be a mountain without flowers if feelings had'nt existed in this world.