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Thursday, October 16, 2008
REFLECTING ON THE YEAR 2008 :)
1:17 AM


OK...This is gonna be a really long post about my reflection of life for 2008 :)






I just can't believe that the days just passed like that!Just a blink of an eye and THE END?!




Well,I have just too much to reflect for this year,I kinda don't know where to start and where to end.Well lets just start with my results since that is the latest news!




Results of the year:Well,surprisingly,the subjects that studied for the most is one of lowest scores while the subjects that i did'nt even study a bit is one of my best scores!I don't know why ironic has to be a fact of life?!I really tried hard for almost every subjects!During MYE,I tried to understand which is my weakest subjects and tried to improve on them and strive for a better goal during EYE.Pure Physics and Pure Chemistry was one of my weakest subjects so I worked on it hard but I did'nt do so well as i expected it to!Now,i do feel sad and everything and the same time i feel frustrated with myself!My dad always have high expectation out of me and he pays for a lot of expensive tutors to guide me through as i have a hard studyin myself!I tried my outmost to live to his expectation but that just did'nt happen this time.Sometimes things never want to happen the way you want them to be.And that can be the most irritating and frustrating thing at times.Sadly,that's what we call LIFE?!I really don't want to drop from pure science to combined science!!!I think i'm kinda hopeless :( Well,I don't what to tell my parents.I don't know where is the problem.Is it me?or is it just i did'nt have enough practice or is it just that i am not capable for PURE SCIENCE?This is still a mystery to me?DAMN!!!






FRIENDS:Well,this year i also learnt a lot of love and friendship.Lets start of with friendship:I would love thank all those people who has been always there for me in my every critical stages of my life.Mariyya is one of the person i'm really grateful to.Words won't express how much you mean to me dear but this is what i can do,just show you some aprreciation.It has been three long years of our strong and ever lasting friendship and i hope it will stay that way forever.There has been never a day where you never stood up for me.You shared my sadness and my sorrows were the tears in your eyes,my joys were the sound of happiness in your laughter and your smile was always making me do things that i never thought of doing!You made me a more daring person and always supported me.Honestly,it is hard to get your type nowadays,talkative,weird,funny,lovable,understanding and everything you can think of!Well,it is fun the way we act stupid and crazy without thinking twicw what might others say about us.I mean who careS?We Live the way,We wanna live...We are what we are and that is the best thing of all!Amy has been always there for over the phone,(just to bad that we are not in the same school,yea?)But,we are still the best of best friends.Thank you a lot for being there for me!I really mean it :)Thank you sahil and rahul for also being there by my side and especially thanks for playing such a lovely part in getting me and that someone back together.Thanks a bunch.And here comes the long list of friends who must be mentioned:Gangadevi (for always being the first one to act stupid and volunteer yourself to insult me 24/7)Tong Jing (For always being there for me and giving me useful advices :) Xue er (for being a noble and gentle friend,you are not forgotten my dear) Minesh(for being weird and shy half of your time and giving me a chance to understand and love you for what you are)Sing lei for sending letters all of a sudden(you are still someone close to my heart even if we are no longer close friends :)Nicholas(thank you for being sarcastic and kind at time,i did learn a lot about human character and mood swings?!Melvyn (thank you for understanding me as a secretary and being my dance partner all year round :)Radyia(thank you for being there for at times when i need someone to talk to)Yu Ting (Thank you for understanding me in NPCC ans saying hi to me whenever i see you..haha..it means a lot to me anyway!Hemama(yo mama..hi mama..yea..thanks for saying that..it makes me think you have nothing better to do than to say hey mama here and there)Hiang Teck (for being a crazy ass..it makes my day sometimes :)Pei Ling (for being talkative during history class)Shannon (for being a great assistant...ok..i am seriously running out of names!!!Those who are not mentioned due to my poor loss of memory..i'm sincerely sorry but as long as you played any small part in my life..A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU!LOVE YOU GUYZ TO BITS!






LOVE:Hmmm..there is just too many thing about this word but let me just say it to that person instead,i love you.We have been through the good and bad times together (well,most of the time).Thank you for being a special part of my life.You in the every breath i take in,my dear :)




Events that will always be etched in my mind:Well,racial harmony day is one of the most unforgettable day of my life :)ITS THE TIME TO DISCO!ALL MY LOVE TO MY SEC 2SS!!!YOU GUYZ ROCK TO THE CORE:) Another event that will forever be etched in my mind in April's fool day.I AM NEVER GONNA PLAY ANY SORT OF "LOVE" PRANK ON ANYONE!!!I SWEAR!hahaha...oh yea..thank you kamalraj for teaching me that :)






I seriously learnt several things this year and most importantly i understood what family love means.Family mean unity.Family means understanding.Family means affection.And most importantly family means love...



I think i can go on and on about this year..it is just too many things to mention :)




Well..till then chill out!




PS:i hope my love for will grow srtonger each and everyday as i spent my time
with you.






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