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28th June was my b'dae!And it was a total blast.AnD at exactly 12am mushfiq and amy called me up and sang me a happy b'dae song.I thought amy was tired and she will go to bed but she said how can she sleep on my b'dae!So sweet!After that Sumathi called up.Then Sahil called up and i was so shocked.I did'nt expected him to call.After that amy told me that Mahera also wished me Happy b'dae!I called up Arun and he also wished me.After that i talked to one my guests who were in my house.We talked like until 3 in the morning.It was cool as we were having hot tea in our hands while talking non stop through out the night.Ok,more like morning!Then,i seriously got tired and finally went to sleep.I woke up in the morning and started to do my mother tongue homework.Could'nt really concentrate though.Then,Amy came to my house to finish the long damn bengali holiday homework but i did'nt let that spoilt my day!Then,both of us rushed to school together.First time in my life i was late for my bengali class.However,the teacher seemed not take that too personally i guess.
Then we had class.Time flew very fast.They ordered pizzas and and we were all in a party mood.Amy prepared this 'special' cake which involves chocolates.It was something very unique.I enjoyed myself immensely.After that,we took pics and stuff.
Next,after bengali school ended,we headed to holland village.Mushfiq was cellebrating his sweet sixteen.At first,it was kinda dull.Like we were just talking and eating.But once all of us were on the dance floor nothing could have stopped us from shaking our body from top to bottom.It was awesome.We were having a time of out life.The hindi music and the ancient surroung was totally cool!!!It was very hard for me stop dancing and rest for while but Mushfiq was dancing the most.He dancing and shaking his head off!
Well,then,me,sheema,zarna,rubaiya,shumaiya and amy headed to the MRT at 11 pm.It was so very late.But,seriously,it was worth it.Even in MRT we on the music and started to dance.The commuters around us thought we were crazy but thank god they did'nt arrest us or something.But since it was like the last moment of my big day,it was worth taking the risk.After all,life is all about taking RISK!DACNING IN THE MRT IS SOMETHING THAT I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD DO.But,i did.THE PARTY WAS ON,BABY!!!I wished it would never end.Why does all the good things comes to an end?
Anyway,i had a GREAT BIRTHDAY!And i would like to take this opportunity to thank some of my people in my life who are close to my heart.Without them it is like a missing rose in my life's garden!
First of all,I would love to THANK Amy for everything!Thank you for organinsing the surprise!Thank you for always being there for me.By saying Thank you i will not be able to express how you mean to me but i guess that is the least i can do!
Secondly,I would love to thank SUMATHI!For calling me up and wishing me!Really appreciated!!!I love you very much!
THANK YOU SAHIL FOR CALLING ME UP!Really appreciated!Thank you for also hearing my craps till now and also being there for me!THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
THANK YOU ARUN FOR REMEMBERING ME ON MY B'DAE!Sorry,that i could'nt meet you.Maybe another day!But still thank you!
Thank you Mahera!
THANK YOU SHUMAIYA!
THANK YOU XUE ER!(for treating me cheese fries)
THANK YOU RUBAIYA,SHEEMA,TULY,ZARNA,FAWAHIDA AND all of the gals who were present in my small party.
THANK YOU MUSHFIQ FOR CALLING ME UP AS WELL!
THANK YOU TO EVERYBODY WHO HAS MADE A DIFFERENCE TO MY LIFE.LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS!
IT WAS A BLAST!
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Friday, June 27, 2008
FINALLY THE WEEKEND IS HERE!
12:01 AMToday was a normal school day.Nothing exciting but still abnormal as usual.At least some cowards learnt how to face reality.Well,I kinda like this song:
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Tomorrow is my birthday!But it seems some of my close friends forgot it...not all but some :)
Sumathi and Tong Jing seems one of the them.I have a strong feeling that Amy has some surprise or something.I am kinda looking forward for tomorrow but not that excited as i still did not finished up my holiday homeworks!I will be finally 15!
Well,right now i'm lazy to post anything!hope tomorrow will be a blast or something (:
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Well,today was kinda fun.Actually, it was awesome!Maths lessons was a boredom as usual but the last two periods were a blast!Mr gerad or wadeva his name is came into our class for CME!And we,3e5,was having a time of our life laughing at him.He is such an idiot!He scolded us shut up while he was teaching us how to respect.Comical moron.How does he expect us to respect him when he himself is disgracing himself?It has been kinda long since i laughed nonstop like a total freak.It was unresistable.
I love these days!Everyday is always filled with craziness,laughter,madness,hapiness...a new mystery is always awaits for me to discover.
But there are times i feel things should'nt be the way the are now...sometimes i just feel like going back to the past to understand what went wrong,some strong bonds are meant to be broken without knowing.I never saw it coming.Wish i knew what i was doing!But i try my best not to regret.It just a waste of time.What happened,was meant to happen even if it was unexpected.When some things come,the only thing you got to do is meet with it.That's life,i guess.If I’d Never Met YouIf I’d never met you,
I wouldn’t feel the
pain Of losing your sweet love;
I wouldn’t feel insane.
But if I’dnever met you,
I wouldn’t know the pleasure
Of ecstasy’s warmgifts
And memories to treasure.
Now moving on with life,
I force awistful grin,
Questioning what went wrong
And wondering what might have been.
During the June holidayz, I came out with this song lyric:Unanswered Questions
Your unspoken words means a lot to me
I can even hear you whisper my name
in this dark cold silent night
You are not here but why can i still feel you're right next to me?
You are not walking by my side then why can i still hear your footsteps coming towards me?
Is it because you are in my mind?Or is it because you are in my thoughts?Or is it just because you are in my dreams?Or is it because you are in my heart?Or in my mysterious world?Or in my complicated life?Or is it simply just because you're a PART OF ME!
Why is it that i see your face blooming in every flower,
Why does all those sweet memories hit right back at me even if i know it is over?
You can hide behind your stories but don't take me for a fool,
and act so COOL!
Why does my fairytale has a happy ending
only in my dreams?
I swear that i don't know you,i don't,i just don't give a damn,
with my fingers crossed...Why do i still feel guilty?and know my heart is lying and i'm pretending?
Where are my answers to those millions questions?I'm over you but why do i feel you're still a part of me?I wanna run away to the middle of no where...
somewhere,where i can toss my problems in the deep blue ocean
and somewhere, where only those stars in the dark night understands how i feel!
I'm still here without you
pretending nothing has happened
still smiling even if it is over
but i guess love is just a curse
but it has its own good reasons...
PS:Deep within me there is frustration that is unexplained,Why must u act like someone else?i don't even recognise u!but just don't prove to me that u r a total coward!Face it like a moron as u can'tr be a man.SHOW ME YOU FOOL IF U HAVE THE GUTS!
Monday, June 23, 2008
SCHOOL HOLIDAY IS OVER!
12:04 AMWell, after one month of summer vacation,school has started once again.Damn!I did'nt even finish up most of my homeworks.It is a good thing that some of the teachers forgotten all about it while others are toobusy teaching that they don't really bother to collect the stacks of homework.Early in the morning we had prefect's meeting.I was a bit late but not noticed.Our first lesson was English and we have a new teacher to teach us that subject.Her name is Miss stranten or something like that.For a first impression,she seems to be a very fun teacher but i guess not as good as Mdm Fauzana.I thing the only difference will be that she won't think about letting us sleep during her lessons.My birthday will be on this Saturday.I have a strong feeling that Amy is planning a bash for me or something like that.Perhaps, worst than that.Hmmm...well..i think i better go and finish up homeworks!
Monday, June 16, 2008
MATHS MAKES ME MAD!!!
1:39 AMNothing much abt the party.The highlights are that i was in da end pshed into the pool,the BBQ was nice and yea...we did had fun!yesterday,my family and i went to this new restaurent at raffles marina.I loved the place.It is somewhere near tuas!well, we had a fantastic lunch over there and after tht we went shopping!!!Today was boring maths camp but somehow i enjoyed it :)Tomorrow, is da last day of da camp!
Friday, June 13, 2008
I love these songs...
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yesterday, we had 3e5 class party,more like a farewell BBQ party for MDM FAUZANA!It was a fun!I am kinda lazy to write now..so i sign off now..
Monday, June 2, 2008
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